It gets me down just a little back too deep
I got two in the middle but I ainâ??t free
Donâ??t count on me, doubt for me
And Iâ??ll give you a little piece of my own peace

Iâ??m not around when you think you would need me
On the run when you please me to be
Come stay with me, I gotta leave
The race is on I better get up on my feet

I let you down once again my head is weak
I got no spine so my back breaks every week
I cannot be the one to be
Canâ??t fight the devil in my head itâ??s my defeat

Am I allowed to say whatever it means to me?
Am I alright when everything is so obscene?
Donâ??t count on me, doubt for me
With a blink of an eye Iâ??m off the scene

What you see in me
Is nothing but a wishful dream
Iâ??m less than what you thought of me
Iâ??m the ordinary
Whatâ??s inside of me
Is average variety
Thereâ??s nothing to descry in me
I am the ordinary

Once again I left you incomplete
So afraid to stay here endlessly
Donâ??t dare to see inside of me
You might get scared if you take a look too deep

Iâ??m on my way to final misery
Still canâ??t help myself Iâ??m far too weak
Iâ??m not what Iâ?? supposed to be
At least not the way you wanted me