adam fell into a deep dream.
but no one ever told that he has woken up.
that he has woken up I haven`t heard.
the time is up. I`m growing old.
my cellstructures decompose.
but finally I wake up.

tears are running down my face. that`s a dream.
now I understand.
it`s a neverending game in a neverending dreamtime.
I´ve had enough. it makes a fool of me.
my dream - goodbye. homecoming of the Self.
holographic time I wipe it away.
the space around me fades away.
homecoming of the Self.

a shot. a pain in my stomach. shedding my blood.
life`s going through my mind.
it hurts. no clear thoughts. I won`t survive.
looking at the bloody knife.
the time is up. I have to die.
fear, panic, than a cry.
but finally I wake up.

By Zinetwin