I Fall Behind - Aug. 2000

Got a new house
With a screen door
It’s got purple walls
And a blue colored light on the porch
Hey, you should see this place
It’s right on the beach
I love to rush into the waves
And feel them splash on the tops of my feet

But every time I start to smile
I just see your smile
In my mind
And I fall behind

I feel so stupid
That I’m still so sad
And I’m really frustrated
That I miss you so bad
I thought the worst was over
Then I was ambushed from all sides
Should of left me to bleed out
Cuz it hurts to be alive

Every time I start to move
I just wonder where
You’re movin’ to
In your mind
And I fall behind
I fall behind

Got a new house
Lookin’ for a car
Yeah, and I feel stronger than ever
And I got a reason to believe
That It’s only getting better

But every time I start to smile
I just see your smile in my mind
Every time I start to smile
I just see your smile in my mind
And I fall behind
Yeah, I fall behind
Said I fall behind
Behind