There was a girl... on a dark Friday 13th...
It started good but ended like a nightmare...
She said goodbye to all that she has done
So hopeless, so desperate... she tried to run... away

***

She met someone long ago
And now realized what she wanted to do
Tried to tell him for a week
But to tell the truth she was just too weak

She praised him all the time
But he only saw her whine
Didn't know anything about her
He was way, way more weaker

On that day he went to a walk
Thinking over it all...
Tried to decide but he was just drifting
It was not a real feeling...

His childhood dream could come true
But he was hesitating
The advantages seemed pretty good
But he didn't dare to take the responsibilities

***

They sat far away from each other
But they were close mentally
He tried to scare her away from himself
Thought it could help him flee...

But the plans got ruined in one single hour
Turned out that they are quite the same
She listened to his problems
And she told him all her life after

Suddenly something broke apart in her mind
All her pain came up
He tried to convience her that life is beautiful
But she wanted to die

She said goodbye, he tried to keep her back
Howling in the night
It's hopeless, he was sure that he lost her
He did everything

Terrible pain was biting his heart
He sure did like her but not loved
Even if he knew that she loves him
His feelings were confused and dim

Didn't want to let her go
Didn't want to fake love
Didn't want to force his feelings
Didn't want to ruin hers...

The night was unbearable
He was trembling in fear
Worried more than ever in his life
Sickness overcame him

Only one thing, one painful thing
Tried to rip his heart apart
That he'll lose her, lose her at all
Slipped out from his arms

***

Maybe it was written...
Maybe it was fate...
Destiny crossed two lives
Spicing them with painful fights...

Love has been ruined
Doubts took its place
Can't tell the future
Even if it's written... I can't tell...

***

Two months has passed
Even love was here
It's gone and they've shed tears

It was painful but
Their love's above the skies
Now they dance in the lights...