Its 2 oclock in the morning.
I lie awake in bed.
It feels like a fucken knife is jammed in my head.
I dont know what to think.
I cant think anymore.

I dont know what to think of her.
An enemy , or a friend.
She took my like away.
Like it meant nothing to her.
I never knew I could feel this way.
I blew my expectations.

Ill never let go of those feelings.
Those feelings of hatred towards her.
But I dont know, I dont care.
Shit just end this now.

I dont know if I want to live.
I dont know how to see her.
She brought hell but yet comfort before.

I saw her in my dream, she actually talked to me.
In a friendly manner, it didnt matter.
Because that was the only time I looked into her eyes.
Couldnt believe this was true, right after you.
But I dont take anything back.

Ill never let go of those feelings.
Those feelings of hatred towards her.
But I dont know, I dont care.
Just end this now.