There’s a choir behind me

Egging me on

Placing their bets and hoping I’ll do no wrong

I’ll do no wrong

There’s a guy inside me

Biding his time

Standing in line and waiting for me to fall

For me to fall

Self-preservation threatens us all

Health deterioration comes to us all

There’s a fag beside me

Waiting to be lit

Trying to trick me

And make me forget I’ve quit

I forget I’ve quit

I take a risk everyday when I get up

Do I try harder?

Or continue to fuck up

Fuck up

There’s a bear in my bed

Wanting to be loved

Eyes like marbles

All he needs is a hug

My beginner’s luck is wearing thin

I’ll need to rely on skill if I’m going to win

I’m going to win