A word to be kept not to be news
still you try to call yourself another friend
well I guess I'm sick of being used by you
enough to make a long friendship end
Why do I end up betrayed?
because of all the shame that I have to hide
when I'm around you?
no dignity, no pride

The secret. I keep the secret with me
I keep it. Keep the secret with me

I find it hard sometimes to win
when I keep it all inside
then it's so easy to give in
with sympathy we can confide
Will I always be this weak
when I'm requested to be strong?
I guess I'll have to crawl inside where I belong

Why?
Days pass so slow and they cloud my mind
with the things I try, try to hide inside
Me, I'm so low, all these people find
the things I try, try to hide inside me
So a secret is spread with a disease
just like the truth trust is a lie
me I lie in bed, with fear I freeze, I'm not like you
but god I've tried

So take a ride behind my eyes
before you judge and make fun of me
You know I see through all your lies
like a fucking window and I'll be
the one to make sure that you lose
this war of hurting how I feel
what you send around will come back to you
You chose to reveal

I planted trust in you
but you sold me out like a fucking freak