Should I be myself or try to be something else
before I try to say goodbye to this life?
I guess I've had enough of the pressure eating me for what I gotta be
I can't swallow that pride, no I'd rather die then give in
to all the shit that I've been through
I shouldn't need to find a way to prove myself to you

Cure. I can't feel this way
The suffering remains
Cut down the price I pay to cure
The suffering remains

smile. You better wipe that smile away
cause you ain't got no right to be
the one to look down on me
Why do I always step aside? I can never handle that pride
I'm sick of my life being your joke

-"The human mind can only swallow a certain amount of shit untill the individual himself decides to no longer deal with it. Once he's had enough, the urge to surrender effort grows and takes controll leaving the escape through drugs and alcohol. Don't fight it -Or give it a try.
Blame yourself.
Nothing personal." -Cain 2000

I'm sick of it all
The pain, the sickness, the love I can't l let go,
the hate I throw way, shame, the pictures
Get out of my head