I can't control everything
and I can't forget just what I've seen
These memories take me away
To a better place than I am today

[chorus]
I devise my own demise
Here's to life - the life I'm losing

It is time to say hello goodbye [hello goodbye]
to fade away alone [motherfuck it, goodbye!]
I just want you to take, take me back home
to a better place that I've never known
That I've never known

I can't control everything [death is the only way out!]
and I can't forget just what I've seen [death is the only way out!]
these memories take me away
to a better place than I am today
than I am today

... this life I'm losing [this life I'm losing]
I devise my... own demise